Coffee makes me feel funny. It makes me nervous. Sometimes my hands shiver and my palms sweat. I feel a little boost of energy running through my veins and through my brain. Then I feel inspired, but it is all short-lived.
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How do you resist doing something that you want but know that it may be bad for you? How do you resist asking questions that would change your future completely? Is curiosity really a bad thing?
I need time.Will you give it to me please?*It's not easy waking up every morning only to feel your heart breaking.
I wrote that almost exactly three years ago but never published it. Oh boy, am I glad that I was able to get out and get through those difficult moments. It was a struggle but I dealt with it. I am happy to say that I am stronger now and much wiser. I am still eager to learn and to grow. It is wonderful to see how negative experiences in life mould you into a better person. Now all that pain and tears and confusion you felt becomes worth it after all eh?
Looking back, I can only say that God is faithful. God is real. He is always there for me even when I feel far away from Him. Even when I find it hard to reach out to Him, He never leaves me.
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5 had something to say:
You are so right about how bad experiences make you a better person. And it's even more amazing when you realize how much God has brought you through the stormy days. :)
I hope you've been doing well, Wy Lyn! :) Have a lovely weekend. x
Thanks, Sarah! :) have a lovely week.
I love it when you stumble upon old pieces of writing and you realise how much you've grown since you wrote it.
You are such a beautiful person, Wy Lyn, both inside and out! Just thought you should know. xx
Yeah, it's a really good reminder of where you were and where you are now and how much you've changed, for the better that is. And you can't help but just to be thankful.
Thank you, Julia! you just made my day. :)) God bless! <3
Wy Lyn, you should be a writer, you have a very special gift for putting things so sensitively and elegantly! I love reading your blog, it is always such a pleasure :) Hope you're ok! Best wishes, Emma
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